It's smoke all around me
I can't even see my hands
I'm feeling a lot of heat
And it's more than I can stand
Need you to guide me, need you right beside me
Need you keep your eye on me, need you Almighty
Need you, need you, need you, why do I feel I'm about to drown when this house is burning down?
Feel like everything around me start to tumble
My earth ship followed by a rumble
At first it was subtle
It was all smiles and sunshine
Like and white, like an Oreo, then it start to crumble
Like I fumbled at the goal line
After running 99, overthinking in my mind
My, my, how time flies, tears falling from my eyes
Trying my best not to cry on the floor as I lie
Praying, God, tell me why
Feel like somebody's always planning a sabotage
And when they do, it's like they are hitting and camouflage
It costs me trauma, now I'm stuck in a constant montage
To tell you the truth, I'm not even really surprised
Gotta keep it with motion that's gonna keep me hoping
And keep looking from within, yes, that's just me scoping
I examine myself and give a heart swallow
And come to the notion that I am my own worst problem
Smoke all around me (Smoke all around me)
I can't even see my hands (I can't see my hands)
I'm feeling a lot of heat (So much heat)
And it's more than I can stand
Need you to guide me, need you right beside me
Need you keep your eye on me, need you Almighty
Need you, need you, need you, why do I feel I'm about to drown when this house is burning down?
It's like I'm my own worst enemy
What's crazy is my identity
I have the tendency to muster up every bit of energy
To motivate and encourage somebody that ain't feeling me
That's a red flag, penalty
I'm walking around with a pitcher
Filling people's cup and mine's is on empty
They see me smile, they think I got plenty
But it don't matter, they're still rushing a frenzy
And when I need 'em, they scatter and desert me
Lord, deliver me
Feel like Leandra, all I do is hurt me and assert me
Protect me from myself and do a work in me
'Cause I can use your help
Smoke all around me (Smoke all around me)
I can't even see my hands (I can't see my hands)
I'm feeling a lot of heat (So much heat)
And it's more than I can stand
Need you to guide me, need you right beside me
Need you keep your eye on me, need you Almighty
Need you, need you, need you, felt like I was about to drown
And then you put that fire out
Lyrics © Dedge P and the applicable rights holders.
